helllo everyone-------:clapping:

okay i have something to ask...................???????:eek:

here it is.......

my name is excilla ramirez,14, attending my freshman year at industrial high and for about 3 years now i have been suffuring with this pain in my chest and dizzy spells and swelling in my joints and i also lose all my strength and i become a diffrent person for 2 weeks at a time were it is like  for 2 weeks i cant hold anything down (vomiting) and i get really bad head aches ---- myigranes really ---- but and were i just sit im my room well hospital room all day and cry i am like this for 2 weeks straight then for about 2 more weeks i am perfectly fine ----a normal child---:clapping:-

today i was to go see this doctor and i was told by others that he was goin to heal me  and everything was going to be better and that he was goin to dignose me with lupus and give me a medicine that would cure me ......but i go in today and he tells me he doesnt know whats wrongand that its not lupus that is something else and he just doesnt know ....................
. To me that just really KILLED:( me because i thought i was going to be better after all that time and it even kills me to talk about it because as you go through all the doctors and medicines i go through i dont know what to do (TEAR)
( i basicly give up on all hope ) 
see people i have heard this for 3 years that they just didnt know and i thought so badly today that he was gonna heal me and i was gonna be better and live a normal life but it turns out not...........

this is what i suffer with for about 2 weeks straight  i am gonna list them and tell me if u can come up with anything b/c so far doctors have told me

- fybromyalgia
- lupus
- ciliac

thats what they think is wrong but this doc says no that i have none of that ....that its something else .........

these are symtoms.....
remember (2 weeks being ill then 2 weeks not just a perfect child)

                 * contant vomiting ( cant even hold down water to take a pill ):eek:
                 * hair loss
                 * cronic chest pain
                 * tingling in hands and arms and feet and legs
                 * tired all the time
                 * myagrains
                 * dry eyes
                 * I have a skin rash on face and arms well threw out my whole body but that just stays there it doesnt come and go  like everything else
                 * fainting /dizzy spells

To talk about the fainting/dizzy spells see I think that its really getting serious cause my last one caused me to have a major concusion well it basicly put me in a colma for 3 days.......so this IS  my life im dealing with and doctors and nurses have the dam nerve to ask my mom..............

do u think she is faking it

like omg people are u for real...........:blink:

last year i missed a 107 days:o of school and i passed to the next grade b/c a i have good grades and im really smart and i know when somethings wrong with me and nobody wants to believe me


I cry all the time when people say they cant help me and tell me im faking it that there is really nothing wrong with me .....b/c i know there is and idk what to do about it

so plz if u know anything tell me or talk to me .......

i would praise u if u could telll me something:worthy:

i have a life and i wanna spend it with the love of my life (robert) but i cant if im always sick in the hospital.......

plz help it u can............

thanks

excilla marie ramirez

Excilla,nobody can help you from here.It seems you are having lupus.But your doctor given up that possibility.Keep close contact with your doctor.
Dont worry.Actually , only just a simple flu like fever can make us helpless,worrysome,scaring.Help your doctor to monitor symptom more accurately.
Once diagosed,treatment is not a matter at all.Try to divert your attention any other way.Be patience.Enjoy & keep on smiling for few days.Again you could do everything.

Lodd, I disagree.. I feel that someone reading this may be able to give her help and support.

Excilla Maria, email me, I will show you an energy healing technique that helps to deal with the grief associated with such scary health conditions!

Warmly, Ann